Friday, August 14, 2015

Time to start back blogging and talking about my life.

 One, It's just too ridiculous not to share and two, well you know you enjoy reading about it.  So I am back, but with a new name, new stories, and new dreams.  


It's been two years plus since I've blogged and lots of changes have happened in my life.  My lover became my legal official lover forever and ever.  We bought our little yellow house that we were renting for several years ... talk about funny how things workout.  My mom went through some major surgery last summer and every time I look at her I count my blessing that she is still here and doing so well.  I changed jobs and left bedside nursing to try and cure cancer...still haven't found the cure but I am working on it.  I have a horse - Guinness - who I am leasing for the next two years while his Mommy has gone abroad to live in England.  I turned 29 and then 30 and then 31.  And, we are trying to start a family.  Not the easiest process for us, however, I've never taken the easy road so why should my uterus?  It is amazing that once I have opened up about our journey to others, many have shared their difficult road to parenthood.   I realized we are not the only ones who have gone through this and we are not going to be the last.  It is something that for a long time I felt ashamed and beat myself up about and refused to discuss.   I have realized it is not worth it and it achieves nothing.  That is not who I am, I am someone who solves the problem not wallows in it.  Hm, a bit of typing rant, but you get where I am coming from. 

Oh, and we are going to get chickens.  Coming to our ITB neighborhood Fall 2015.  This is why my lover for forever rocks, he gets me and my need to be a city farmer.